to go or not to? to apply or to resign?

It's 4:45 am and I am already done with work, I'm just waiting for the clock to tick 5:30 am... This is my first time to blog here. I'm also finishing my Internal Job Application form but I am having second thoughts if i really want to be in the position I am applying for. Hmm... it is a career move for me but.... Hmm... I really can't accept yet whole-heartedly that I am already a graphic artist but I still have time for improvement, learning, and accepting the fact before the month ends. :)